April 30, 2009

feel touch

人生二十九载,感情路上,一路走来,跌跌撞撞。摔了几次跤,重新站起来,虽然能够全身而退,但是心,却一次比一次冰冷。我爱的,不爱我;我不爱的,却爱着我。我爱的拒我于门外,是因为我不够好吗?爱我的我拒于门外,是因为他们不够好吗?如果爱情真的只是单纯的介于好与不好之间,而不是介于爱与不爱之间,那该有多好。无奈,为何爱我的,都无法让我感觉重生?我要的其实很简单,,有话题聊。很简单,不是吗?然而,要到什么时候,我觅得知音?不是我想爱,而是我害怕自己无法再爱。被爱是幸福的。会不会有一天,我会累得不再等爱,而选择被爱?不禁冷笑,真的会有人愿意等我一世吗?其实,心,早已冷得不再相信承诺。

April 17, 2009

as love begins to mend

As love begins to mend


It's almost morning nowShould I be goingIt's so cold walking to your carThe yellow highway lightsThe darkened blue skyOh how they fly byWho says you've got to be strongJust to keep on holding onlove's here.my fears are gonemakes me brave enough knowing I belongPerhaps we're just really lonely deep inside(I know) I felt so cold beforeI was looking for someone just like meWho wants to love againbelieve impossibilitiesin times of bittersweetto shed this false pretenceAs love begins to mendthe cold and silent wallsMy stifled heartbeatOh it's best to leave the tv onyour scent still lingersSo near yet so farSo another day beginsWho says you've got to be strongJust to keep on holding onlove's here.my fears are gonemakes me brave enough knowing I belongPerhaps we're just really lonely deep inside(I know) I felt so cold beforeI was looking for someone just like meWho wants to love againbelieve impossibilitiesin times of bittersweetto shed this false pretenceAs love begins to mend(I know) I felt so cold beforeI was looking for someone just like meWho wants to love againbelieve impossibilitiesin times of bittersweetto shed this false pretenceAs love begins to mend(I know) I felt so cold beforeI was looking for someone just like meWho wants to love againbelieve impossibilitiesin times of bittersweetto shed this false pretenceAs love begins to mendAs love begins to mend